I've been through many lifetimes
I've seen many an unkind deed.
I've felt anger, hatred, jealousy
And left chaos in my stead.
I've had lives on many planets
Including Venus, Earth and Mars.
I was once so close to enlightenment
But slipped and forgot my way to the stars.
I've felt so tired and weary
Struggling through lifetime over and over again.
But each time this dimension pulled me down
And trapped me once again.
I feel I've kind of failed
My low self-esteem being great.
Feeling unloved and deserted
Alone, I've felt fear and hate.
Within my head, within my heart
I know that others care.
And yet I can't quite accept this love
Because such doubt is there.
Oh Angels of Divinity,
Pleiadian Emissaries of Light
I call upon you now - right now
To make everything go right.
May we cease our wars and fears,
Our petty differences and greed.
And know that what we do to another
We do to ourselves - indeed.
This world is beauty, and it's love -
Let us not destroy it now.
If we could be understand how much we share
And see our Oneness somehow.
Our time has come to awaken now
To what we've all been through.
We are not judged - we all are loved
And forgiveness of self is what we must do.
So let us understand ourselves -
That we've all been everyone.
We share more than we'd ever dream
Around our solar sun.
C. Hamilton
September 10, 2000
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